Bereishit: When Your Wife Disagrees With You – The Beauty of Fragmentation
“How is married life?” Greg asks his old buddy Mike.
“It’s quite simple,” Mike responds. “When we got engaged, I did most of the talking and she did most of the listening. Later, when we married, she began doing all of the talking and I began doing all of the listening. Now, ten years later, we both do all of the talking and the neighbors do all of the listening.”
A Speaking Part
Nine-year-old Robert returns from school one day filled with excitement.
“Daddy,” he exclaims. “Today I was chosen to have a part in the annual school production. I will be playing the role of a Jewish husband.”
“Go back to them,” declares the angry father, “and tell them that you want a speaking part.”
The Woman’s Role
This week’s Torah portion — Bereshis, the opening section of the Bible — captures the first 1,600 years of human history. It is filled with enrapturing tales that encapsulate the most profound mysteries and challenges of the human condition, including the enigma behind gender relationships.
It all begins with one ‘innocent’ verse, describing the raison d’etre of having two distinct genders in the world. “And G-d said, ‘It is not good for man to be alone; I will make him a helper against him.'” Until this point, Adam and Eve were fused into one body. Here they were divided into two distinct creatures, each one possessing his or her unique structure and personality.
Yet, the choice of words the Torah employs to describe the role of the feminine spouse — “a helper against him” — seems contradictory. If a wife is supposed to serve as a helper to her husband, she is obviously not “against him.”
Much has been written to explain the meaning of this verse. One Jewish thinker, Rabbi Schneur Zalman of Liadi, interprets the sentence literally: The woman becomes a “helper” for her husband by sometimes being against him. What this may mean is that for a husband to become the maximum he can be, he must profess the courage to welcome the ideas and feelings of his spouse that are “against” his own.
The Outraged Husband
Some men cannot tolerate their wives disagreeing with them. They grow angry and frustrated, at times even yelling at their wives for daring to challenge their “sacred” views. What often transpires as a result is that the woman, in order to maintain a peaceful atmosphere in the home, remains silent or even removed.
Who loses the most?
It is the husband who loses most, according to this verse in the Torah. Frankly, a man at times must be saved from himself, from his ego, his insecurities, blind spots, rashness and temptations. When a man learns to genuinely embrace his wife’s contrasting personality and her otherness, he will travel to places he could never reach on his own.
This does not mean, of course, that it is a biblical injunction upon every woman to disagree with her husband 100 percent of the time. (A man once asked me: If he stated an opinion alone in a forest away from his wife, would he still be wrong?)
What it does mean, though, is that it is unproductive and unhealthy when a man creates a climate in the home in which his wife must always agree with his opinions, answering “amen” to all his declarations and meshugasen.
Maintaining the Balance
But how do couples guarantee that the proper proportions are preserved? How do we ensure that the “against him” component of a spouse does not overwhelm and subdue the “helper” dimension of a spouse?
The Talmud states that in the beginning G-d planned to create man and woman as two distinct people. In the end, however, He created them as one (only afterward did He proceed to divide them into two, as stated above). Why did G-d “change His mind,” so to speak?
Perhaps He wished to teach us how a married couple ought to relate to one another. In marital relations, there ought to be both an “in the beginning” and an “in the end.” In the beginning, husband and wife ought to be two; each party should express his or her opinion freely and uninhibitedly. Each of them ought to challenge his or her spouse to grow taller and deeper. Then, in the end, they ought to find a way to reconcile the different views into one unified pattern of behavior, making out of many — one, E Pluribus Unum.
This may be one of the symbols behind an interesting distinction between the tefillin (phylacteries) that Jewish men wrap on their heads vs. the tefilin wraped on their arms. The tefillin we place upon our head is conspicuously divided into four sections or chambers. Each chamber contains another fragment of parchment inscribed with one portion of the Torah. The tefillin we place on our arm, however, is conspicuously made of one chamber and all of the four portions are inscribed on a single piece of parchment placed in one container.
On the “head” level — the analytical level — diversity between couples is desirable. Let each party argue his or her point. However, on the “arm” level — the level of implementation and action — there must be one path, one verdict, one pattern of behavior. If not, chaos might reign.
G-d’s Yearning Not to Be Alone
G-d and His people are often compared in the Bible to a husband and wife (8). Thus, this verse — “It is not good for man to be alone; I will make him a helper against him” — may also be understood symbolically as a statement concerning the relationship between G-d and humanity.
Prior to the creation of the world, G-d, the ultimate “Man” was “alone.” Even after creating the world, G-d could have revealed His presence in our lives so that we would still acknowledge that G-d is in truth alone, for the entire universe is essentially an extension of His light and energy.
Yet G-d chose otherwise. He chose to create a world that would eclipse His reality completely and even oppose Him. G-d chose to create a human being with the ability to deny Him, to ignore Him, to expel Him from his life. Why would G-d arrange such a situation?
The answer is, because “It is not good for Man to be alone; I will make Him a helper against Him.” What this represents symbolically is that G-d’s profoundest pleasure and help stems precisely from this opposition to Him. When a human being, who by his very nature feels himself absolutely detached from G-d, cracks the shell of his physicality to discover the light of G-d within; when a person challenges the coarseness of his nature to find the tiny flame of idealism etched in the recesses of his heart — this grants G-d a pleasure and joy that His being alone could never have achieved.
The purpose of our creation, in other words, was not to generate light, but to transform darkness into light.
So the next time your wife disagrees with you, or the next time you “disagree” with G-d emotionally or psychologically — don’t get frustrated. On the contrary, this is an opportunity for you to experience the ultimate raison d’etre of your marriage.